Well I'm doing much better today. Though I am getting sick. Serves me right for hanging out with sick people. I got to talk to Tim tonight and we talked about lots of stuff. I felt so much saner after talking to him it was good. Tonight I worked on the guest list. All I have to say is GAH!! LOL. It's fun, I just need help from my mom.

Missing Tim Update: I miss him a whole darn lot. Can't wait to see him in June. We have alot to do but it will be nice to see him again.

Well anyway g2g..TTYL

Luv Megs

Well today I hung out with my friend Christa. We went out to eat then talked a bit.

I really didn't do much other than that. I wrote down some lyrics I had floating around in my head. That was fun. I tried to call Tim, but he wasn't home at the time, so I left him a message to call me back when he did get home, and he didn't. I got kind of upset cause I wanted to talk to him 'cause I miss him lots and I didn't get too, so I cried a bit. Then my very helpful friend Damon talked it over with me on MSN Messanger and he was really helpful. He also helped me understand what was up with my dreams lately. He's a great friend.

I think I'll start a " Missing Tim Update" in my posts beginning now.

Missing Tim Update: As of right now I miss Tim so much. I feel like a part of myself is missing and I can't get it back. I miss and need him more than ever. The other day I heard someone say what would you do if you found out the world would end in three days? I didn't say it aloud, but I thought to myself. I'd go see Tim and spend the time with him. We are supposed to live everyday like it's out last, so why aren't I? Because my mom would flip out, especially if the world didn't end before the wedding date. But it's so true. We should live each day like it's our last. Spend it with the ones you love. Do the things that are important to you. I will tell you one thing though, if I had a car, I'd be living eacxh day like it's my last 'cause I'd be in P.E.I. right now post likely instead of being upset cause I didn't get to talk to Tim.

Well that is it for now. TTYL!

Luv Megs

Well I meant to post yesterday but I didn't. Oh well. I finally found my friend's phone number so I gave her call and we hung out. Then I got a hold of another friend and made plans for tomorrow. Yea so my big ol life of partying is back on track. (Party as in going out in a car and driving around town.)

Nothing too big happening Teddy finally got online so we are chatting. I really havent got much to say. My life is pretty boring. So uhm...peace love and chicken grease. ttyl

luv Megs

I'm not sure anymore.
Not sure if I'm doing things right anymore.
You never let me know.
Only to let me know when I'm wrong.
I'm too distored and different to change.
A vision inspired life gone to bottom-feeding.
I'm not using it anymore I'm abusing it.
Threw his future away to be with her.
She found out he was sober,
Couldn't take it and ran away.
Sometimes gotta think of whats best to write.
Chance of being wrong always.
Chances are to be taken not ignored.
My future looks like bad dreams in my head.
No ray of light to save this clouded soul.

...

Just something I wrote earlier. Not sure what it means exactly...kind of jumbled like my brain.

OK so wow. Came across an awesome band in the last couple of days. Trivium. They are an awesome metal band check out their website at www.trivium.org . They have an awesome song called "Pull Harder on the Strings of Your Martyr" and it is crazy awesome. Most of the guys are all around 19 - 23. Three of the guys are from Florida and one is right from my small humble state of Maine. AAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLL RIIIIIIIGGGGHHHHHHTTTTTT!!! Rock on yo!

Well in other news...my life is a dark room...or it's just boring. I wish people would come visit me..like Evan...or any of my friends we live a blajillion miles away. Oh well.

Haven't done anything today really...fell asleep watching tv in my room this afternoon. Ate some pizza...and some peanut butter cups...mmmmm. I miss those. Heh....Oh well I did clean my room...sotr of..you can see the floor now...it's crazy.

Well I guess that's it for now. If the world ends I'll be sure to let you know.

Luv Megs

Wow...so ok didn't really do anything today.

My dog snoopy has had like six seizures today. My mom and dad are thinking about putting him down. I agree, poor guy was bleeding from his mouth, it's really sick I almost threw up twice. I feel really bad for him, but I can't watch him suffer like he is.

Other than that my day has been pretty slow. I played around with some makeup ideas for the wedding. I think I may have found a look, but we will soon see.

Waiting for Evan to phone. He said he would sometime, hopefully not while I'm on the phone with Tim, who I will be callin in like 45 minutes. Whoot Whoot!!! 

Well anyway I'll write again soon.

Luv Megs

Wow...am I tired..heh...I'm going to bed anyway.

Well I did finally talk to Evan...apparently his cell is on the fritz..but will be better soon.

The Psycho 2: Enter Team Power is a fine movie...if you want to know more about it lemme know I'd be honoured to tell you more.

Present Badness: Revelation is another fine fine movie...again if you wish to know more ask me. I'd write more..but I'm too tired...maybe tomorrow..or sometime soon.

Well that's about it. Keep it rocking yo!

Luv Megs

Well I did a whole lot of not much today.

Helped my mom and her friend tear a wall down, then went and picked up my wedding invitations. When we came back from grocery shopping we went out for dinner then came back.

Talked to my friend Angie today...that was cool. Someone should tell Evan to check his cell phone..or answer it...the bum.

Well that's it for now...

Oh by the way...Kasey Kahne is starting 1st in the race on Sunday...oooooooh yeah!

Luv Megs

Wow...well...now that I'm finally happy with this site..for now...I'm going to go to be...but not before posing a question.

Does anyone else have a problem with the pages loading? Cause I'm getting really tired of having to hit the "go" button or the "roload" button a grabillon times to get the page to load. Geewilackers.

I called Tim tonight...it was nice to talk to him. I miss him alot. I miss all of the guys from school too. But I'm pretty sure I miss Tim the most because we are getting married in August. He lives in PEI and I live in Maine...but not for much longer.

Well g2g..I'll write soon.

Love Megs

Well this is my first entry here. Thanks to my good friend Evan Dodge I decided to make my own web journal.

I just recently graduated from New Brunswick Bible Institute on May 1st. Haven't really done much outside of helping my dad on the car and random wedding planning.

Well I haven't got much else to write now so uhm...later.